I just learned of his passing, belatedly because I haven’t been following the pro scene much since march (and I haven’t played much either).
I don’t know if this really serves any purpose, but I’d like to share a few thoughts with you guys…maybe I just need to talk about it a little.
Actually, today I opened a Blizzard email involving some promotion related to InControl… at first, I was just wondering what it was all about and then it hit me: Memorial bundle…
for a few seconds I even thought it was some kind of misunderstanding (like maybe he had retired and moved on to better things, so just a memorial for the end of his SC career, wishful thinking, I know), but google quickly dispelled that notion.
I have to say I am extremely saddened by the news.
I’ll be honest here… I never met him in person, I doubt I ever played him (not that I know of anyways but he played at higher levels so it’s unlikely), and while I did watch some of his casts, or occasionally watched the Pylon Show, he wasn’t really my favorite commentator.
I’m also a bit of an older player, probably much older than many SC2 players, and definitely straight, so it’s not like I had any weird gamer crush on him or anything like that
I did like him and wished him the best when I heard, a while ago, of his divorce… but having said that, yeah, there is no real reason the news should hit me as hard as they did.
Still, here I am, writing a heartfelt but ultimately pointless post…
I have to wonder why
I think it’s partly due to the fact that he was a very important member of the SC2 Community, and of course one of the guys that, I’m sure, helped create the e-sports scene.
I’m sure it’s also because he died while still in his prime (and it really seems so senseless when somebody so young suddenly passes away).
For another reason, I always had a lot of respect for anybody with the guts to try and abandon traditional career paths and carve their own little niche in this crazy world of ours… and that he certainly did.
It’s also, of course, a stark reminder that despite all our plans and our best intentions we don’t really know when the reaper will come knocking at our door.
His passing won’t really affect my life that much, but I still want to say, for whatever it’s worth it, that when people like him are not in it anymore, all of a sudden the world does feel a little emptier, and a little more meaningless.
RIP Incontrol…
Even a stranger like me feels the need to say this:
You will be missed