Lol, no. See, that’s the reason why you feel socially awkward, it requires a certain sort of emotional stability and empathy to be very sociable.
I mean, think about it – why are you so sore about Mercy for mass resurrect? Why such gloomy feelings about it?
Lastly, playing around with friends is a fundamental human activity. So, yeah, you either need better friends, or you need to play other games, preferably the ones your friends play. 