Being gold literally means you are bad at the game. Regardless of if you have a disability or whatever that limits what you can do.
Its not a bad thing.
The 1% will always look down and stomp on the 99% you can’t stop it happening.
The high ranks also want balancing to be done around the players who somewhat know what they are doing, instead of low ranks who by definition don’t.
PS I’m a filthy plat (sometimes low diamond) so I’m not good either. That’s fine.
You need to stop caring about what others think.