So i’m an idiot okay no one of you knows this obviously since we don’t know each other, but i still wanted to make this thread and expose myself.
I’ve been changing my battletag around 45 times and spent $450 on battletag changes (R.I.P my wallet )…Yep you heard that right i was stupid enough to not stay with Tesshin in the first place when i really liked it, but because i’m autistic i want stuff to be perfect…And i guess Tesshin really wasn’t but i’m back with that battletag and i’ve decided i’m gonna keep this and NEVER change again.
I’m only human obviously and we make misstakes and learn.
I get why they charge with the current system (some abuse of anonymity is possible), but one free change per year or maybe even 6 months really doesn’t seem like too much. I keep telling myself every change is the last one but it never is…
Yeah i mean on console it’s even free to change it like what?!?
Omg that’s so cool tho! Like we’re both ashe mains and we both have that diagnose or similar (don’t know if they’re the same) so we have some stuff in common then nice to know i have someone to vent with on the forums lol
Yeah i know it’s alot haha and i’ve hated myself for changing it so many times, i wished i could just have stayed with the same like forever haha.
Oh really well i spend pretty much on lootboxes here in ow so haha
Yeah i mean i buy 50 lootboxes every event, and i even buy merch from blizzardgearstore …I have problems
I mean i recently bought some ashe hoodie, ashe t-shirt, a d.va backpack, d.va t-shirt, sym t-shirt, d.va nano cola pop & a new mercy t-shirt.
Yeah…tho beying autistic is not cool, at least for me. I would love to live a normal life with normal interactions and have friends, instead of constantly trying to fit somewhere and trying to figure out, what I did wrong again and how to approach other people. I feel like I have to always try to see it from their point of view to please them, but nobody really tries to understand me or see it from my point of view.
Yeah i totally understand this whole scenario, but honestly i really don’t care about what other ppl think about me being autistic and i’ve learned to just accept it and be real to ppl about it instead of hiding.
Because being autistic is a part of me that will never go away, and ofc there will be obstacles along the way in life but that’s just how it is, and you don’t have to fit in either! Just be yourself and be happy for who you are.
I’m lucky to even have 1 friend IRL who understands me and supports me, but i can be your friend here on the forums if you want that way you won’t feel lonely
Dude you are OKAY, have you seen the amount of money people spend on stupid things? I can understand where you’re coming from and wanting it to be perfect because I am a perfectionist too. I do agree that $450 is excessive but it’s ultimately up to you what you want to do. Have a good day