I need to own up about my recent behavior

[Rocktopus-11683]

Yep, Manic/Explosive build almost exclusively. If I’m not in my ult 100% of the time, I’m doing it wrong.

a fellow melee build! what level? also, what’s your steam name so i can add you?

im actually about to log on right now

[Buddafingaz-1130]

[Buddafingaz-1130]

I’m not sorry.

[Idocrase-11527]

wait what??
i thought you were in gm

i swear one of the catchphrases were gm and a rein main

[Hypercype-1308]

REPORTED!!!1!!!

[Dahlii-1370]

Let’s watch this city burn the world

Let’s watch this city burn
From the sky lies the top the world
Til there’s nothing left of her
Let’s watch this city burn the world

Body doused in ash
With two empty cans of gas
The only evidence they have
Is the police sketch of my mask
And its hardly time to ask
If you can save my heart for last

And its hard to face the facts
When the darkness fades to black
It’s not just make believe
When they make me take a seat
And they put amphetamines
In the air and make me breathe

So come on and grab your children
Look out for burning buildings
And villains who pillage
They’re killing by the millions
And billions of people die
For a lost cause

So now I pray for my nation
That’s destroyed…

[AkaiEngarde-1459]

It takes a lotta chutzpah to admit mistakes, and it’s the first step to getting better!!
So good on you for making that arguably hardest step, take the space and time you need, we’ll still be here when you get back!

I’ve been thinking of taking a break from OW myself as I used to play to try and alleviate my Depression/Anxiety but lately it just…seems to aggravate it

[Hypercype-1308]

Until the day you return, we will Catchphrase in your honour.

[Buddafingaz-1130]

rEPoRtEd1!!1!1

[Buddafingaz-1130]

Oh also good job on admitting ur mistakes and stuff, I’m bad at responding to stuff like this so here is a cat video

[GreyFalcon-11737]

@CATCHPHRASE-11160

Ever the expert, I see. Thanks, Grey. I value your advice.

No worries dude. But look into that Keto diet thing. Since there’s a lot of brain stuff involved with it.

For instance a lot of peronality issues are related to a lack of brain energy, i.e. ATP.

Also Keto has something to do with rewiring the “motors” of your brain cells, i.e. Mitochondria.

That said I am not a medical proffesional. But there’s enough there you make you go

Big block of medical text

Multiple lines of evidence suggest that adenosine, ATP, and general cellular energy are upregulated by ketogenic metabolism. To highlight these effects, it is necessary to review the underlying biochemistry of ketosis. Due to restricted carbohydrate intake, blood glucose is very low during chronic consumption of a ketogenic diet (or prolonged fasting). During conditions of limited glucose the liver maintains energy homeostasis by converting fatty acids and some amino acids to ketone bodies (β-hydroxybutyrate, acetoacetate, acetone) which are then transported by the blood to other tissues for use as fuel. The brain is particularly dependent on this process, since it is poor both at using fatty acids directly for fuel and at converting fatty acids to ketone bodies; the brain is a unique tissue in this regard [65, 147]. While the enzymes involved in ketone body synthesis are detectable in brain, they are present at far lower levels than in liver [4, 27, 28].

Ketone bodies lead to energy production by conversion to acetyl-CoA which then enters the mitochondrial tricarboxylic acid cycle, replacing pyruvate (derived from glycolysis) as an acetyl-CoA source. The tricarboxylic acid cycle then leads as usual to proton flow out of the mitochondria matrix; this gradient in turn powers ATP production by ATP synthase in the mitochondrial inner membrane. Not only can ketone bodies substitute for glucose, metabolism of ketone bodies is more efficient than that of glucose, leading to more available energy for ATP synthesis.

Overall, studies of ketogenic metabolism in the brain demonstrate an increased energetic status using measures ranging from respiration to mitochondrial density to levels of energy-storing substances such as ATP and phosphocreatine.

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2769009/#__sec4title

[CATCHPHRASE-11160]

I’m sorry to hear that you suffer from a condition.

I, too, suffer from a condition that affects my everyday life.

That being said, I really do wish all the best for you. Everyone deserves a second chance at everything, and I hope to see you back in Hollywood.

Best of luck, and safe travels, wherever the road may take you.

Thanks, man. You live up to your name.

We all have our moments, don’t we?

Aye, we do. And it’s important that we make the most of them; even the bad ones.

Now, I must prepare…

[Curiosity Intensifies]

wait what??
i thought you were in gm

Nope! Placed gold first three seasons (well, in S1 it was 57, so roughly gold) then never bothered climbing and never placed afterwards.

I haven’t had a rank since like, early 2017.

i swear one of the catchphrases were gm

Probably the other one, then. He’s a good Rein, so it’s no surprise.

I’m not sorry.

Not yet you’re not…

It takes a lotta chutzpah to admit mistakes, and it’s the first step to getting better!!
So good on you for making that arguably hardest step, take the space and time you need, we’ll still be here when you get back!

Thanks, that makes me happy to hear.

Until the day you return, we will Catchphrase in your honour.

Maybe do it quietly, then… The other CATCHPHRASE doesn’t like it. ;-;

REPORTED!!!1!!!

rEPoRtEd1!!1!1

Don’t make me get my hammer, you two…

[Hypercype-1308]

RepORWTEed!!111!!1

[Buddafingaz-1130]

I got you.

[Hypercype-1308]

Bruh y u do dis???

[Rocktopus-11683]

love that song

[SmoKKinG-2250]

Ok, let’s do this.

CATCHPHRASE !!!

[ƁƐƐƑ-1537]

Me too, OP, me too… I was actually considering writing one of these up myself, because this past week I have said some awful things to people… Regretful things that I would never in my right mind wish on anyone, said in a shameful moment of weakness.

I’m sorry everyone out there who I’ve insulted & offended. I was totally out of line.

As much as I like this game… I have a really unhealthy relationship with it, unlike any other game I’ve played. The nature of it being so team-based putting your fate in the hands of others often feels like the group projects in school where you get paired up with the 5 other people who never show up to class.

[McFortner-1315]

You know, I think I’ve run into you a lot in the last few weeks on QP and arcade and you behaved pretty well as far as I can tell. So something you are doing now must be working.

[CATCHPHRASE-11160]

You know, I think I’ve run into you a lot in the last few weeks on QP and arcade and you behaved pretty well as far as I can tell. So something you are doing now must be working.

Your name does ring a bell, yeah.

The in-game stuff has been more recent. Flaming my teammates, primarily. Got to the point where I was doing it at least once per login… that was the signal it was time for me to quit blaming other players for my behavior and own up, hence the thread.