Giving up Competitive: never felt so good

My case is tje opposite I never play qp anymore, only comp. I need the team play the coordinated ults to have good game. In qp it is always a stomp one way or the other I know for some this feels good but personaly I dont like these wins. Now with LFG comp feels good even if I lose I dont mind that much because we actually try now. Yesterday I played a 2-1 99-99 we won it but this was one of the most intense matches in a loong time… I rarely go solo anymore.