I really adore this game, but my patience with the toxicity, the server crashes that causes me to lose SR and get suspensions is ridiculous. I’m quite casual when it comes to this game, even though I started playing really hardcore when it was released, I wanted to be one of those top 500 players, I was going to give up WoW for this game, and be that professional player, but end the end between bad team mates, my own issues with social anxiety and depression. I gave up
I’ve watched this game have its ups and downs, and still want to play it and be able to enjoy myself, but I’ve found anymore its nearly impossible. How can I fix it so I enjoy the game, not let the toxicity bother me? Literally just played a game, where 3 members from each side left, it was an even 3v3. Then people started coming and going on both sides, pretty soon the other team had 5 and we were still left with our 3, already being frustrated with the fact that none of our teammates came back, but they had 2 that came back and proceeded to gloat about how they steamrolled us? I’m sure they were just kids, but coupling that with sever issues? How do you not start resenting the game and the people that play it? How do you still enjoy the game and just roll with it? Not play at all? I don’t want to do that, depression causes me to give up on too much as it is, and I’m desperately trying to fall back in love with a game that captured my heart at Blizzcon 2014.
I guess I’m more complaining out of frustration, I’m sure this will probably get deleted, but I just wanted to share an issue than transpired mostly and vent my own frustrations. Thanks for your time in reading this, and I hope no one takes this wrong. Again, just my frustrations, not sure how to handle losing a game I held in my heart and almost gave up WoW for, because I love Warcraft and I loved this game just as much, But I truly detest the people that can’t just be good sports or opponents and have to be a toxic mosh pit.