Because every sport or hobby in the world can only be exhibited in a professional way? You are a sad troll and your gaslighting never helped your “pseudoarguments”.
Maybe you should get good at anything in your life, because as it seems that you can’t make social contacts in a game, fail to succeed in games and you prolly don’t have any other hobbies you are good at. I understand your frustration, but it’s on you.
You are not even good at lying, but you try so hard in this forum, it’s no longer funny, but only sad.