[overwatch2] so baffled and confused wtih this perma ban

permanently banned yet everytime i ask waht i was banned for they always refer to it as a “temporary disable” ???
> "Regarding your appeal, an additional review of the action has been completed. We have confirmed our initial findings, and the action will not be reversed or changed.
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> Your account was temporarily disabled due to reported explicit language in game and in chat, some examples of reviewed messages are as quoted:
> “START COUNTERING WTF”, “SO BAD”, "stfu", “stop playing this trash new tankj”, “wow u are awful”, “hes trash”, “ur all bad”, “close one gg”, “bro accept the fact ur all bad”

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> These are some examples, but the investigation consisted of further instances, these are against our code of conduct, and represent Toxic behaviour, thus the penalty will be upheld."
how can i be perma banned for this? ive sent a bout a million tickets to get it reversed because it doesnt make sense? did i genuinely make a blizzard dev that angry to perma ban me?